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i cant believe its been an entire year since the last VIP symposium!
i can remember exactly how it was, including what people said. lol.
i still cant get over how quickly time flies, and im so glad all that studying during sept hols before EOYs paid off.
now im actually looking forward to getting my transcript :D
(something that would never have happened had i stayed in dhs lollll)

IM GOING TO JAPAN AGAINNNNNN <3333333333333

didnt think i was going what with the strengthening of the yen and all that.
but im so glad we decided on japan afterall! grand alpine route. sounds cool right.
but apparently the last date to leave is nov20th so i'll be going off then.
we booked the tour yesterday, actually we were planning to depart sometime in mid/late december or early jan...
so it really came as a surprise.
but well IM SO HAPPPY. because its japan!
i wanna get the east boy knit vests etc. so i can wear them in winter at sevenoaks! yimmy wants to too <3
(im speaking as if ive already gotten in but i havent. so well... i hope desperately for good results :D)
will only know in december or so though. boooo. cant wait to know.


i havent posted in so long. and i think im moving back to blogger cos picture-posting is so much more convenient there.
des should be coming over to get ready for prom on thurs so its so exciting :D
my dress will be ready for collection tomorrow!

these couple of weeks have been great fun with d,d,k.
i just love hanging out with the three of them cos its always so much fun.
but people and their wagging tongues are getting on my nerves.
just because we're good friends and are caught hanging out all the time doesnt mean we have crushes on each other.
stupid.

dinner yest. with laoshi and his big choir thing. sat with the other violinists who are his students and with yimmy.
we were the only table with people with hair that was still black and not white.
anywayyy, was beside this sec2 tkgs girl. she's really pretty and nice, plus she reads alot and she doesnt get turned off by the idea of philo&sociology, and from the way she speaks she seems totally like IP material but apparently she didn't get into VIP this year.
i was :O
she plays THREE instruments you know? and she took grade 8 violin with me this year.
geeeeez. i feel indignant for her.

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i love this necklace :D bought it when i went out on a shopping trip with andrea a million years ago :D
isn't it lovely? hahaha.

thanks to the tip-off from dessssssss, i went to someone's PUBLIC BLOG, and was i shocked!
o_o!
some people are so blatant its amazing.
its like saying, " i am secretly in love with jeremy* " as in saying it on your blog for the world to see.
its not much of a secret then is it!
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeezexxzcxvstdfv.


today was an enjoyable day and i can't help but post :D
went to macs with des(siewessie) and darrrrennn and kevin during our break before chinese and came back late :X thinking class started at 12.30 when it started at 12.
went to borders and stuff.
we got wet in the rain but it was still fun!
and physics went well! :D
andddddd chinese was dreadful and stupid but quite funny.
the bridgeeee!!!! tim kept stealing me, darren and des' bigbag of ruffles. its OURSSSSS.
and he ate like most of it :PPPPPP

I HOPE CHEM AND BIO WILL GO WELLLL!!!!
feel like going out during our break again :D

thursday with gloglo can't wait-tywait! <3

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its so hot everyday its annoying.
the weather is terrible!
i feel like im being roasted outside and boiled inside. my blood is boiling and cooking all my organs.
sorry if i sound morbid, but im in a rather morbid mood. not to mention my laptop is burning.
i have no idea whyyyyy. the keyboard is so hot i think its bad vibrations.
something's wrong with my broadband so i can't play my ribbons game cos its so lagggggy.

i can't wait for the real holidays to come.
school's like crap.
its worse than crap. its so boring everyday- the only thing i look forward to is playing bridge with tim, des, lavan, darren, kundan and whoever else.
OH, and me being the glutton - LUNCH BREAKS. not that i like the food at school actually, i just like to be free of the teachers. OH RIGHT, the canteen's full of them. garrrrr.

supposed to have dinner this weds with dear gerluo, i hope it goes through!
haven't seen her in forever. there's so much to catch up on!
i can't believe pam and hil are in china AGAIN.
why are they so smart and have to be bsp scholars? just when we're free they're scooted off to china where (in pam's words) "the toilets have no doors". my poor girls.
im dead bored without them with nothing to do.

just finished getting a whole bunch of cute desktop icons and wallpapers from japanese sites.PLUS, i found a few good and cute recipe sites and decore sites (all in japanese)
so i don't know why im complaining about life.

i wish i had something to look forward to! oh bytheway takashimaya has 15% off for cardmembers! wheeeee.
went yesterday before violin concert prac. with my mom. got more cute stationary and my pink nalgene bottle! i've broken like 4 bottles this two years already. so now this one wont break. its humongous and can hold like more than 700 ml :D
i wrote des a letter again cos i got a new notepad and so needed to use it :D

this is such, a long post. anyway, theres a wedding tml. and nic's not going so i shan't go either. the mom's are going so i'll be in her house collecting ribbons etc. i love weddings. cos theres food and happy people and alot of happy drunkards.

i wish i were married too! married happily that is. i want to get married! i want to PREPARE for a wedding rather. but as in, not at 16. i wish i were 26 and getting married. and feeling very very very happy and busy and blissful. how nice it'd be if i could fast forward time.

i hope weiping and marcus ng get into VJ next year. if they get in i'll be happy forever more! imagine seeing them everyday and so often. i think i'll be smiling 24/7 with all their happiness and funny-ness. STUDY HARDDDDDDD YOU TWO!!
if only i could have pam, hil, and gerluo by my side too. then all'd be perfect.

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dumdeedumdum im so glad i got to go for the qualifiers! i saw the word "lenovo" zoom zooming past so i knew it was either rosberg or nakajima ;D

-im talking alot today-
andandand i really hope and pray that universities dont look at sec4 CCA record thingies. because my top three achievements are tres pathetic and honestly they can hardly be called achievements. i havent even decided what they'll be.
and my rm has gone down the drain because of the weirdo thing that totally bailed on us T_T so i am RM-less even though i supposedly have an RM, and did turn up for RM, so right now i appear to be RM-less which is quite upsetting.
shouldve chose something else ): so much for playwriting(which i have no talent in anyway). bleargh.

at least i learnt ONE thing - i will never in my life ever sign up for anything related to playwriting again because i have no talent(or passion for that matter) whatsoever in this field. i only like to sit back, relax, and WATCH.
actually i chose it because it was the only artsy thing around. with the exception of current affairs competition which does sound rather boring doesn't it? and geographyyyyy which is well geographically boring though that makes no sense i think you get my point.

im going to look at tours and play spider solitaire now. im rather upset about the CCA REPORT THINGGGG.

(HAHAHA I JUST CUT OFF A CHUNK OF MY POST AND FRIEND-LOCKED IT. its too unsafe as i am currently in a position where castigation will do me a lot of harm and i still have my records to worry about, so i shall have to lock it up :P :P :P ) the beauty of LiveJournal :D

offf i go~! :D
 

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thank you to everyone who made my day so incredibly and absolutely lovely (:


i loved everything and every single message :D
thank you for making me feel so special (: 

im feeling happy!
in fact, im feeling very happy!

i dont want to list, 
but thank you ant and ed for spending it with me :P
and my bestlovelydes for the loveliest sms and for being you :D
okay i cannot go on or i wont be able to help myself from listing!
to everyone who remembered: you all made my day perfect (:
 

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i am very happy with my new friend - Vanilla Bean.
she is very cute and she watches tv and reads and does alot of things that normal lambs don't do. (:


YAYYYYY IM LIBERATED!
hahahahahahaaahahahah
i feel like laughing heartily.
i am truly very happy -

its just that there's get real next week ): boohoo.
had no idea that we could get our own jobs instead. otherwise i'd definitely have gone and signed up to work at starbucks and fulfilled my dream to be a barista.
or at some bakery  something. i hate having to travel to work and back home. 9 -5.
me and des were smashed and sandwiched in the bus home from cathay today.
but it was quite amusing to be with her. haha. DISASTER MOVIE WAS A DISASTER. gosh.
the rabies-infected alvin and the chipmonks really did it in.
pfft. they were supposed to be so cute!

im free im free ; P
i shall go play spider solitaire.
:D and i got an iTouch!!!! :D but i cant get the games ): i need help from tim!
(ahhahaha kundan and des suddenly remembered ms chua calling him Timmy while we were in the bus today; wth. )
 

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i cant make you stop and listen, 
that wont save you.

this is probably the last time i'll post before the end of years.

and i have no idea what to post about.
is my life that dull?
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OH WALL-E was INCREDIBLY ADORABLE <3
4 outta 5 popcorns! loved it :D
mom got tickets to the premier so i got to catch it on monday:D
and it was so cutecutecutecute!

i cant believe im sec4 ):
and im FINISHING sec4.
it makes me feel so incredibly old even though i feel so incredibly young.
i dont feel like ive aged any since sec 2.
im not sure if thats a good or bad sign. people like feeling youthful dont they?
but as a primary school girl i used to envision myself as a much more,
how do we put it, erm, composed 16 year old.
i seem to have fallen very short of my glorified expectations of myself. Yet- i'm still happy.
I dont feel 16 (well technically im not 16 yet), but i dont think i'd feel any older in even four months time.
ew j1?!
yuck i'll be officially in college.
gosh its tragic.especially when i'd absolutely love to be in the arts stream but im not going to be in arts because i have to take chemistry.
freeeegjafdsfeksfdsl;fds.

okay enough nonsense.
i love you all. ;)
--last year's resolution.
it was like december or november that i wanted to love everyone.
its not like i've fulfilled it or anything but
darn, it feels like yesterday. and now its nearly been a year.
>:(
im very angry with Time

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listen to the radio playing back in stereo, sounds like my favourite song.
and i cant stop singing now it makes me happy!
i want it all but i dont want too much.
save it for rainy days, save it for another time.
im just so glad youre mine
cos you make me happy!



listening to drake bell reminds me of BOOB :D
and they all trigger sweetsweetsweet cheerful memories of the lazy days in sec2
maaaaan ):
EOYs are coming again.
and smellyness i cant believe they matter when we apply to universities ):
why does it feel like last week i was studying digestion for ip1 eoys?
geeeez. i'd have thought it WAS only last month if not cos i knew that digestion was an ip1 topic.
blabberblah.

im actually watching the olympics and now im a big phelps fan.
he's amazing! 
"his feet are so big they're like flippers!"


wonder if i'll post anytime soon. 
in case i dont; its leonard's birthday on weds so HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARD :P

thank god mine's after EOYs. if i get my grade 8 results by then and if i pass im gonna get myself a bigfatbdaygift to celebrate :DD
dummdeedum ;D

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i need to go to gramercy to get my "Grade 8 aural survival handbook"
or i'll flunk it completely.
who knows, i may even mix up 20th century with baroque in my great panic.

the really absolutely lovely laoshi put in a request to ABRSM to get us allll to take our exams BEFORE 7th of august.
): boohoo. i have less than a month and i cant play my 8notes to a bow slurred melodic minors.
because i never can get melodic minors. they always sound a semitone off here and there.
thankfully laoshi hasnt received any notification yet, so maybe they completely ignored his request and i'll get to take my exams later !
the worst ever thing is that my aural+violin teachers are so gleefully putting me into a complete and utter state of distress by going

"because there arent enough ABRSM examiners in recent years, they're getting diploma examiners to examine the grade 8 students. And they're very very very strict and expect much more, because they're so used to grading the diploma students."

great ): i need a cheerful santa clause of an examiner again, who won't fail me because i can't identify modulations accurately.

i shant be posting any time soon. i need to practice my violin hard.
because my scales are in such a terrible state i dont even dare to play them to my teacher, let alone an examiner.
who smiles really nicely at you all the time and yet manages to bring himself to fail you.
not that i've been failed before but i know they keep that ultra sweet smile on even when they fail students.
i dont want to retake grade 8,i'll need to learn new pieces for next year. ): ): ): ): i need ALLLLL the luck in the world now

i miss miss ong ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
she's like one trillion million billion trillion times better. ): ): ): ): ):

now ive got to go write my script for RM.
i cant even get my characters to convince me, how on earth am i supposed to convince the audience?
oh question hurry come out by this week pretty please ):